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By Dennis Anderson, InterVarsity® area director in Northern CO and WY
Ever try to get 500 sheep to go into a barn?
One hot Wyoming afternoon when I was working as a shepherd on
my family's ranch, I tried to move our stubborn flock toward the
barn door to no avail. As I swam through the sea of woolly backs,
screaming and shoving, I got more and more frustrated. Finally,
I grabbed a docile-looking ewe and dragged her through the open
door.
The other 499 followed. At once. I could barely see the barn door
for all the dust, noise, wild eyes and churning hooves flying
up around it.
I stood back and laughed. One minute no amount of yelling and
pushing could get even one sheep through the door. But after just
one ewe crossed that black hole, the whole flock was turning at
top speed to smash their way into the gate.
I no longer work on the ranch. I'm an InterVarsity staff member.
But I'm still a shepherd -- trying to get God's flock on campus
to go where they've never been before and do what they've never
done before. Looking back I'm struck by how sheeplike people can
be. At times no amount of verbal persuasion can convince a group
to do something. But if just one person takes the lead and shows
others the way, the group eagerly follows. The biblical image
of a leader is not of a cowboy, after all, but of a shepherd.
Cowboys drive and push their herds from behind. Shepherds lead
their flocks from the front.
The Bible, in fact, is full of shepherd imagery -- both describing
how God leads and cares for us, and how we are to lead and care
for others in God's flock. God the Father is portrayed as a shepherd
in Psalm 23. In Luke 15:1-7 Jesus compares himself to a shepherd
who goes after lost sheep. In John 21:15-17Jesus tells Peter,
"Feed my lambs," "Take care of my sheep" and
"Feed my sheep." God's leaders are called shepherds
in the New Testament as well as the Old: "Keep watch over
yourselves and all the flock of which the Holy Spirit has made
you overseers. Be shepherds of the church of God, which he bought
with his own blood" (Acts 20:28); "I will give [Israel]
shepherds after my own heart, who will lead you with knowledge
and understanding" (Jeremiah 3:15). And if you are a leader
in your campus fellowship, you are a shepherd in God's kingdom,
too.
Frankly, being likened to a shepherd is heavy stuff. The shepherds
in Jesus' era carried a lot of responsibility. Their lives were
hard and dangerous. They were on call to protect their flock from
predators 24 hours a day. Sheep are prone to wander; without a
shepherd's constant vigilance, a flock would simply disappear.
So what does it mean to "shepherd" members of God's
flock today? What does Jesus the Good Shepherd teach us leaders
about being shepherds on campus?
Learning from the Good Shepherd
In John 10 Jesus tells a story about a shepherd and a sheep pen:
"The man who enters by the gate is the shepherd of his sheep.
The watchman opens the gate for him, and the sheep listen to his
voice. He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. When
he has brought out all his own, he goes on ahead of them, and
his sheep follow him because they know his voice. But they will
never follow a stranger; in fact, they will run away from him
because they do not recognize a stranger's voice" (v. 2-5)
In Jesus' day, sheep pens were made of a round wall, with no roof
and one gate. The pen served as a home for several flocks. Every
morning different shepherds would come to the pen; to separate
their sheep from the others, they would stand at the gate and
call them: "Here Fat Belly! Here Gray Leg!" The sheep
would follow the shepherd out to pasture because they knew his
voice.
This parable isn't just aimed at leaders. All of us Christians
are the sheep, and Jesus is the shepherd. We shepherds in God's
flock, however, should take note: before we can be good shepherds
who lead the way for others, we must first be sheep who know and
follow the Chief Shepherd's voice ourselves. How well do we hear
his voice among the others that clamor for our attention?
Society screams, "Money!" Bobby McFerrin soothingly
advises, "Don't worry. Be happy." Michelob promises,
"You can have it all." Your professors confidently state,
"God is a myth." The Almighty GPA says, "I'm your
ticket to success. Worship me." Yet through the deafening
roar the Shepherd's voice whispers, "Follow me."
Good leaders listen for the voice of the Chief Shepherd. As we
develop an inner life of quietness and prayer, we can learn to
be more sensitive to his leading. God knows what is best for you
and your chapter, and desires to direct you. Don't shortchange
your flock or yourself by trying to do things without listening
to him.
Pursuing Our Sheep
In John 10:9-10 Jesus continues his sheep story, but with a new
twist. In this section, Jesus the Good Shepherd says, "I
am the gate [for the sheep]; whoever enters through me will be
saved." The scene has changed from the outskirts of a Palestinian
village, where the sheep pens had gates, to the countryside, where
they often didn't. Shepherds in rural areas would lie across the
entrance at night to keep sheep in and predators out.
I am the gate. Jesus is our gate, our point of entry to
a new life with God. In a way, we InterVarsity leaders. gates,
too -- gates through whom the shepherdless sheep on campus can
find the warmth of Christian fellowship and, hopefully, the Good
Shepherd himself. Many students, in fact, desire the love, acceptance
and truth that your fellowship has to offer. Like sheep, however,
they fear walking into an unknown situation.
Jesus goes on to describe the life of a sheep in his flock: "He
will come in and go out, and find pasture. The thief comes only
to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that [the sheep] may
have life, and have it to the full." To a Jew, to "come
in and go out" as you please implied that you enjoyed security,
abundance and peace. This phrase takes on particular significance
when discussing sheep; they easily get sick when threatened by
predators or a lack of nourishment. People also need God's peace
and provision to thrive. Think of those around you whose lives
are characterized by chaos, fear, anger or insecurity. They need
a shepherd to lead them into pasture.
Good shepherds pursue people who are scared to get involved. They
are "gates" -- initiating relationships and acting like
hosts (rather than guests or members) at large- and small- group
meetings.
One day my brothers and I were (once again) trying to move the
sheep into the barn. Everything was going smoothly until the last
little lamb reached the door and froze in fear; the rest of the
sheep had disappeared into the rear of the barn, and all he could
see was darkness.
He took one last look at the door, turned on his heels and shot
through my hands. He zipped across the corral, squeezing under
the gate faster than I could leap over it. Over ditches and under
barbed-wire fences into the open pasture he flew, with me huffing
and puffing behind him. After many aborted grabs, I finally snagged
the little bugger a good half mile from the barn. I held him tight
and spoke softly to him. I could feel his heart beating thum-thum-thum-thum
against my chest. His eyes were rolled back One pant jerked into
the next as he tried to catch his breath. (I wasn't doing much
better.)
That's how hard you may need to pursue new students --especially
if they've never visited a Christian group before. They may feel
nervous, alone and out of place. So call them. Drop by. Chase
them out through the pastures of your campus. Draw them to yourself
and bring them in through the gate where they can come in and
go out in peace.
As we gather for large group at Colorado State U., I try to meet
all the students I don't recognize. Once I've gotten to know them
a little, I introduce them to someone else in the fellowship --
perhaps someone with whom they share something obvious in common
(year in school, major, whatever). I then slip away to meet other
new people. During the meeting I sit next to someone I don't know
and introduce him or her around afterwards.
Though our initial interaction with people is critical, we don't
stop being "gates" for people after the first meeting
-- or even the fourth. We small-group leaders and other leaders
must continue to pursue new folks until they are secure enough
in their relationships with us and God to be gates for someone
else. One student whom we initially welcomed into our I-V chapter
tearfully told me how she had tried all year to find her niche
among us, but always felt excluded. Here's a lamb who was invited
to go through the gate, but always felt us slamming it back in
her face when she tried to do so.
Protecting the Sheep
In John 10:12-13, Jesus paints a picture of how sheep suffer when
their shepherd does not take a deep interest in them: "The
hired hand is not the shepherd who owns the sheep. So when he
sees the wolf coming, he abandons the sheep and runs away. Then
the wolf attacks the flock and scatters it. The man runs away
because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep."
The hired hand in Jesus' story is indistinguishable from the good
shepherd until the wolves attack. Then he's the first one
to run away. The hired hand only watches the sheep because he
gets paid to do so. At the first sign of danger, he's out to save
his own skin.
You obviously haven't become an I-V student leader for the money.
But are you in leadership because you care about people? Perhaps
part of you thought that asserting leadership would look good
on your transcript -- or at least make others in the group look
up to you. Maybe you wanted to please the I-V staff worker or
student leaders who urged you to consider leadership.
Good shepherds persevere when their flock is under attack because
they care about the sheep themselves. When the following problems
threaten your group, will you run or will you stick it out?
- Unresolved conflict. An untreated sickness among a few
sheep will eventually affect the whole flock. Similarly, unresolved
conflict among a few members of your fellowship may eventually
destroy your group.
- Lack of commitment. You can't produce commitment
in your group by talking about the lack of it. If people begin
to lose their sense of commitment, examine your chapter or small
group's vision. Commitment is tied to vision. People who have
a vision for their small group or chapter will also be committed
to it.
- Difficult sheep. When I became a shepherd at my family's
ranch, all the sheep initially looked the same to me -- white,
woolly and wild. But eventually I began to notice distinguishing
characteristics. Some had longer ears. One had an unusual black
spot on top of its head.
The longer you spend with your small-group members or others in
your chapter, the more aware you will become not only of their
outward idiosyncrasies, but also deep-rooted needs. There will
be someone in your group who can't stop talking. Another will
come every week sit at the back of the room and seldom talk to
anyone. Some will party, get drunk and maybe even sleep around.
When you get to know these problem sheep, remember -- they're
not the wolves. They're sheep who need special attention. These
are people whom God will use to make a good shepherd out of you.
Anyone can care for people who are like them and reciprocate that
care. But only good shepherds will take the time to bind up sheep
when they're hurting.
If you feel burdened about a difficult sheep in your flock, ask
yourself: Do I find this person hard to deal with because of
a mere personality clash, or because they're in some way sinning
against God and our group? If it's the former, ask God to
give you a love for the person that transcends your differences.
If it's the latter, confront the situation immediately. Find out
if they're even aware that they're sinning. Ask about their motives
and the circumstances surrounding their behavior. Have they already
tried to overcome this sin? How? Throughout, take the posture
of their advocate -- not their enemy. Pray together and ask God
to show them how to change. You may want to bring your campus
staff worker in on the situation, or even a professional counselor.
Earlier we talked about pursuing new people. You may also need
to pursue those already in your small group or chapter who start
to stray from their faith, your group or both because of sin or
messed up priorities. Jesus told the Jewish leaders this parable:
"Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of
them. Does he not leave the ninety-nine in the open country and
go after the lost sheep until he finds it? . . . There will be
more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over
ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent"
(Luke 15:4, 7). Will you go the extra mile to pursue one lost
sheep under your care?
Laying Down Our Lives
In John 10:14-21 Jesus winds up his parable by emphasizing the
ultimate price of being a good shepherd: "I lay down my life
for the sheep. I lay it down of my own accord" (w. 15, 17,
18). In The Land & The Book (State Mutual), Dr. W.
M. Thomson writes: "When the thief and robber come . . .,
the faithful shepherd has often to put his life in his hand to
defend the flock. I have known more than one case where [a shepherd]
had literally to lay it down in the contest. A poor fellow, .
. . instead of fleeing, actually fought three Bedouin robbers
until he was hacked to pieces . . . and died among the sheep he
was defending."
What will you have to lay down to shepherd your flock? Time, other
relationships, weekend road trips, self-centeredness -- things
that get in the way of giving your sheep the care they need. With
all the other things to do in and out of class, on and off the
campus, it's easy to neglect the people under your care. Don't
sit back after the initial rush of New Student Outreach. Have
meals with people. Go to movies together. Take folks home to meet
your parents. Invite them to go to a weekend conference with you.
When they get hurt, show your care by being there. Rejoice with
them when they're celebrating. Get to know them well enough that
they know and trust your voice as you provide leadership.
Saved by Love
As you listen to each section of Jesus' parable about sheep and
shepherds in John 10, one overarching truth emerges: the good
shepherd has a deep, throbbing love for his sheep. That's the
kind of love Jesus the Good Shepherd has for us; and that's the
kind of life-changing love that he desires us to have for others.
When I was a shepherd, I was entrusted with the task of playing
midwife to 1,000 pregnant sheep. I worked hard to get the birthing
room prepared. When the sheep went out to pasture, I kept a close
watch for ewes who looked ready to give birth. One cold fall day
I decided to check on the flock every 30 minutes; a newborn lamb
would soon die of exposure in the chill wind.
About midaftemoon I got busy doing something in the barn and suddenly
realized that it had been an hour since I last checked the flock.
I ran out of the barn and spotted a ewe with not one but two little
white lambs laying in the grass next to her, cold, lifeless and
still.
I jumped into our pickup and raced down the pasture. As soon as
I got there I picked up the closest lamb. It was stiff and hard
and dead. Then, as my heart sank I heard a faint cry: "Buhhhh."
My eyes raced to the other lamb. He looked just as dead -- but
he wasn't. I laid him under the heater in the front seat and sped
back to the barn. His life depended on getting warm. Fast.
I thought my carpet-lined heated box in the barn would bring him
around. But he just lay, unmoving, in the bottom of it. Minutes
ticked by. Still no response.
I picked him up again, put him under the heater in my pickup and
tore to my grandma's house. "Fill the sink with warm water!"
I called out as I burst through the door. She did, and we watched
the lamb lay in warm water up to his ears. We saw nothing except
a few feeble movements of his back legs. I began to feel desperate.
I hurried him back to the hot, carpet-lined box in the barn. Maybe
some warm milk will do the trick, I thought. But after I eased
the black nipple of the bottle between his clenched teeth, I began
to hear chattering breathing -- a sure sign that some liquid had
gone down his lungs. Great shepherd I am, I thought. First
I try to kill him with neglect, and now I pour milk down his lungs!
Totally exasperated, I sat down in the straw and took the lifeless
ball of wool in my arms. For a while I just stared up into the
cobweb roof boards. Then I prayed. God, I know this is just
one tiny lamb. I know that there are millions of other lambs on
this planet. I know that there will be many more in my flock But
I don't want this one to die. He's . . . he's special. Would you
save him?
The lamb just lay in my arms, eyes shut, still.
I laid him back down in his pen and went to check on the rest
of the flock. When I returned, I could sense something was different.
What? A small feeling of hope steadily rose inside me. I rounded
the comer and gasped. There he was, standing on all fours. My
lamb was almost dead, but now he lives. This lamb was loved back
to life.
Cultivating all the outward characteristics of an effective leader
amounts to nothing if you do not love the sheep that God has entrusted
to you. As the apostle Peter wrote, "Be shepherds of God's
flock that is under your care, . . . not because you must, but
because you are willing as God wants you to be" (1 Peter
5:2).
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